Solo en Tí

Por qué...?
¿Por qué es que solo en tí encuentro la paz que necesito, la tranquilidad...?
Una serena euforia embriaga mi alma cuando me tocas, cuando me acaricias y me abrazas.
Tus ojos calman toda mi ansiedad, tus labios me sacan de la realidad y me permiten probar un poco de la dulce fantasia en la cual me quiero quedar extasiado por siempre. De las formas más sutiles me seduces, sin nisiquiera darte cuenta. Eres tan natural, tan impredecible, tan intrigante. Hablame, pues el sonido de tu dulce, sinfónica voz calma las aguas de los mares de mi violenta ira.Ven tócame de nuevo, dejame sentir tus fragiles manos calidas sobre mi fría piel. Ven, abrazame, para respirar de el delicioso aroma de tu piel que me seduce y me excita hasa más no poder, dandome el profundo e incesante deseo de hacerte parte de mi ser, de mandar al diablo las fronteras y unificar los reinos.
Ven, dejame vivirte en todos mis sentidos.

Su Propósito

Una sucia cara escondida bajo un desgastado manto dejaba visible tan solo un par de oscuros ojos en forma de avellana que contaba la historia mas triste posible, por siempre sellada en sus expresiones. Aquellos ojos distantes miraban a ningún lugar y a todos a la vez, alerta pero al mismo tiempo había un tanto de gran agotamiento en ellos. Ni el mismísimo sol de la tarde radiando con todo su esplendor y con todas sus fuerzas podían iluminar el corazón de aquel poseedor de aquellos ojos distantes y oscuros. Sabia que morir ya no era nada y que vivir era seguir haciendo lo mismo.
Los días se le volvían vacíos y el lo sabia, en lo mas profundo de su ser. Pero mientras tanto seguía aferrado a la creencia extremista de que ese era su único propósito.
Sus callosos dedos jugaban con un pequeño cuchillo y le daba vueltas mientras se destapaba la boca para fumar lo que tal vez seria para el su ultimo cigarrillo. Aún le quedaba un poco de sangre en la punta del día anterior.

. . .

La señal.

Era su única oportunidad. Un mal calculo, un simple error trivial y ya le llamaba la tumba. Una vez más, no podía hacerlo mal.

The I Am Sorry Letter

I never really made things right. I was too selfish to even look back and remember the others. Reallity is, I am here to say that I wanna erase that, and re-write the whole story. It's something difficult, long, exhausting, and somewhat melancholic. I am here to declare that I am determined to do it, but I can't do it without your help. I need your love, I need your tenderness, I need your patience, and I need your support. You have always being on my side, which caused on your heart war scars. Dare to take a few more? Cuz I know I won't do flawlessly right away, and so you can leave if that is your wish. I won't get mad, for I understand. I caused you a lot of trouble already. And I wish I could describe all the things I want to say, and how sorry I am for making you suffer, but words were never my natural talent. For that, too, I want to apologize. For I find that what I am saying is not enough to describe what I feel, and even if it were, it would be worthless for what's done it's done. I won't even try to justify myself, for I have no excuse. I won't argue, for there is nothing to argue about. I won't suffer, for you already suffered quite a lot. I won't say silliness, for I don't want to keep on being a fool. Here I bring to you my repentant heart, and my non-fancy-or-decorated-truth. Just the plain truth. Now, will you forgive me and help me write the future?

-Assef

And this is how we rock

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fMgfb_7G07I ~
Lyrics by me
Voice by Adribel
Guitar by Elias :D

Sooo it all started when I sent a poem of mine to Adribel and she suggested to make it into a song, and then...yeah, you know how it goes.

Christian?

This is a portion of an essay I had to write for school. For the ones who doesn't quiet know what I really am, here I bring it to you:

After reflecting once, twice, and a billion times about the same topic, I've come to the conclusion that the church and God's followers are indeed wrong in many things. True, who that is experienced in this topic doesn't know about it? By saying this I am not saying anything new, am I? Very well, I am not going to state what's already known though, but the taboos of the church, and the silence of the Christians. The Bible contradicts itself in many things, as chocking at it may sound. What's more, the Christians strongly believe in things that they can't even understand most of the times. It is true indeed that Christianity shows a lot of values that if we could have them in today's society, the world would be at least 80%-90% better (I won't say 100% since the ones who have these values sometimes fail at accomplishing them all). The church preaches about being many things like: being tolerant, pacific, humble, slow at getting angered, among other things. Still, you can see how people inside the very same church are proud because of the church they go to, or because the denominations they belong to, or because of many irrelevant things that Paul has stated as causes of the division of the very own people who follow God. Pride, superstition, lack of knowledge and prejudice, all these things and a couple of more are the main causes of Christians living in a bubble of happiness thinking that everything is alright when it is not. How are they to produce fruits in such miserable spiritual condition? This is simply ironic. Therefore, although I strongly believe in God, I don't limit myself to what the Bible, the church, or the Christians may say. I live by my convictions and I have my own opinions regarding sin, God, and God's Word. I do not wish to live my life as the Christians of nowdays live it for the reasons I have stated above; but I do want, (and I do), respect God and believe in His existence. It is his job to enlight me if I am wrong, and I will not take his place or responsability at this.

Gorgeous Hurt One (Poem to a Friend)

Who's that beautiful girl
Who smiles like she means it
But her smile is empty
And her hope has flown away?
Who's that gorgeous lady?
She's so sweet and delicate
But affection she lacks at great scale
What is hiding under that empty fake smile?
Is she afraid of falling?
What about her scars?
What has become of her after such dark past?
She is a fighter indeed
She continues even if her wounds aren't healed
Gorgeous lady, its ok to cry
When you realize no one is by your side, remember:
The sky is full of stars tonight
All of them shinning to light up your life
You are an admirable girl
Strong, persisting, and brave
Suicide is not your way out
But ''keep going'' is your quote
Even when there's no hope
Oh gorgeous young lady, who life has hurt you that bad
Keep going, I strongly know you'll find your path

Lies

Your stupid lies I blindly believe
Hoping for the things I can never reach
For you always in the end
With what you desire you get away

I can't do more than submit
To your abusive way of being
You don't do more than contributing
To take down my self esteem

I've become quiet for so long
Not like I have another option...
I've tried to be strong
But you guys only know how to destroy
All that I've tried to build up

I give up on you now